Pandora

Fall

2007-07-14T05:09:00.001-07:00

This morning, amidst the din of children bouncing around, much like the stuff physic students learn in the area of nuclear power. Din is very much like sin, they rhyme, well din is more likely to produce more noise ... and much like sin, we only behave after a fall.

*Thud*
Followed by a cry.
Ah yes, peace and quiet ensues... even if it was only a matter of time, before the children do what they do best.

I do appreciate the temporal bliss, but reflecting back, how am I any different?
What right do I have in condemning the Israelites for their lack of faith, so often portrayed in the Old Testament?

Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye,
and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?

Matthew 7:3

How many times do I have to fall before I learn to listen to You?
*Thud*

Cry

2007-07-08T04:03:00.001-07:00

We had discipleship class today, and during a session (encounter the word Matthew 26:69-75) this little passage which I so often overlooked just hit me.

This passage is about Peter's denial of Jesus, and I used to just pass it off as just a moment of Peter turning into a kitty cat. But I think there's more to it than just him playing transformers.

In Matthew 16:16 Peter said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God".
Peter saw Jesus feed thousands, heal the disabled, raise the dead, exorcise. Jesus' teachings were radical, enlightening... and Peter knew and acknowledged that Jesus was the messiah.

But to give Peter credit, he DID wait for Jesus at the courtyard. It is so easy for us isn't it? To proclaim our undying faith for Him, ...to follow Him to up to a certain stage.

But trials and temptation crept in. Peter's life was threatened when several persons questioned him about His relationship with Jesus. Of course the human tendency is to protect oneself whenever danger arises... or should I say, it is human tendency to look out for ones best interest. This is the human rational for committing sin.

Sin exists when we put ourselves before God.

More often than not, we sink deeper, deeper, and deeper.
First he said, "I don't know what you are talking about."
Then again with an oath saying, I don't know the man.
Finally, he began to call down curses on himself then denying Jesus.

You see, the point is.
We all have head knowledge.
But it takes more than that to fall in love with Jesus.
It takes more than just our part to repent!
It takes...

A crow from the rooster,
Listen to the call from God.

Blogger's Block

2007-07-07T04:00:00.000-07:00

Well, haven't been able to come up with anything inspiring lately, seems like my brain turned itself off right after my exams ended :)

I was going to write about radical discipleship, I mean like... Jesus was preaching some radical stuff, hate your mum and your dad, sell all your property, give your enemy your tunic after he has taken your cloak. I know all this is subjected to our interpretation, but then that's why we Christians are so divided on different issues! But then again, Jesus did say that he did not come to bring unity to this world, but to bring division (Luke 12:49-53). Welcome to the merry-go-round. Behold~ how good it is... when believers live in unity~...

Anyways, I seriously doubt that I'll ever reach my first century of posts :( I'll try to at least update once a week, and even that sounds too taxing when you're down with...

BLOGGER'S BLOCK

We Need Girlfriends Episode 9

2007-07-02T18:38:00.000-07:00

Yay~! The long awaited episode 9.

Click here to watch :)

The Bible

2007-06-28T04:45:00.001-07:00

Having read through the four gospels, I must confess that I was troubled due to the presence of inconsistencies. To my surprise even the genealogies are different!

Why is this a problem? Imagine in court where the witnesses give different accounts relating to supposedly the same thing, even if it were only minor details, would you have reason to doubt them? Surely! Although the bible has never directly claimed that it was perfect word for word, probably the closest thing is this verse:

All scripture is God breathed,
and is useful for teaching, rebuking,
correcting, and training in righteousness.

2 Timothy 3:16

Try to answer this one :) What were Jesus' last words?
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Matthew 27:46, Mark 15:34
"My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" followed by a loud cry afterwards.
Luke 23:46 "Father, into Your hands I commit my spirit."
John 19:30 "It is finished."

You should have looked it up, lazy! :p
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So there I was, in my bathroom aka Areopagus... pondering and pondering. Then I looked at myself. I struggle to remember what I ate last night. The earliest gospel written, Mark was produced 40 years after the death of Jesus!

Let's look at it this way, if you and your friends were asked to memorize some gospel songs for the whole afternoon, then you guys sang the songs together for another week. Then your gang was scattered around. Try producing the same songs after 40 years! Considering this, I would say that on the contrary, the four gospels are remarkably similar!

Now, the gospel songs were inspired by God right? Can we, on account that some inconsistencies exist with your lyrics and mine claim that God does not exist?

God does intend for everything to be perfect, just as He intended to spend eternity with Adam and Eve playing catch in the garden of Eden, but somehow us humans have to mess things up!!!

You pick up the papers, and on the front page it is an article about the women going to the tomb 3 days after Jesus was crucified. Would the headlines scream,

"Was it an angel, a young man, two young men, or two angels?"

or

Jesus has risen!!!

I'm not saying, let us neglect the small picture, but
Let's not make the small picture the
big picture.

Never Enough?

2007-06-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

James 2:22
"You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did."

It's easy to understand that faith without action is dead. As stated in James 2:19, even demons believe in God. So what would separate us and demons?

.:Faith + Works = Righteousness:.

Someone brought up a question today as to how would we know how much work(s) is enough?

So we refer to Matthew 25:14 for The parable of the Talents. The master will reward the servant who utilized his talent(s) according to their ability. I'd love for God to tell me "Good and faithful servant ^_^".

But you see, I have a certain issue with this. Not only do we not know what is the extent of our talents, but I'm sure many of us focus on how to do works, instead of righteousness.

So let's turn to Luke 10:41-42
"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only ONE thing is needed.

What was it that Jesus wanted? Wasn't Martha working her socks off to make preparations for Jesus? But hey... we see that the one being commended was Mary, was it for just sitting at His feet?

Jesus doesn't need you to do things for Him, come to think of it, God is all-powerful! He created the universe, He commands the winds, He can make earth reverse its course, He can raise the dead... *Yawn* (for God that is :p)

Jesus wants you to do things with Him.

"For the husband is the head of the wife
as Christ is the head of the church,
His body, of which He is the savior."

Ephesians 5:23

There You'll Be

2007-06-22T08:55:00.001-07:00

I'll need you guys to really be honest with yourselves on this one :)

"Would you still worship God if there was no concept of Heaven or Hell?

No reward, No punishment involved."

What does it mean to truly be a friend to someone? According to the definition found in the Yahoo! dictionary, a friend is:

NOUN:

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement:
friends of the clean air movement.

5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

Basically a friend is someone you are willing to relate to.

Unfortunately there exists some who will coerce or take advantage of another by pretending to be a friend. Simply said, it's a relationship bound by condition. I'll be your friend because you buy me lunch all the time, or I'll be your friend because you'd bully me if I wasn't.

Is that real friendship?
Of course not !!!

You see, the problem here is how often us Christians view God as merely a "ticket to heaven".
What if heaven or hell didn't exist? What if there was no afterlife?

Would you still worship Him?

Jesus was sent down to bridge the gap between us and the father.
We were meant to be in heaven to be with God for eternity.
If you feel empty, if you feel hollow, if you feel meaningless, it means something...

It's time to let Him come in and fill you. Just as friends cater to our emotional needs, He is the only one who can satisfy the spiritual side of us. No strings attached, love God for who He is, doesn't He love you for who you are? Be sincere.

Don't go to heaven for the sake of escaping hell.

Not everyone who says to me, "Lord, Lord",
will enter the kingdom of heaven,
but only he who does the will of
my Father who is in heaven.

Many will say to me on that day,
"Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your Name,
and in Your Name drive out demons
and perform many miracles?
Then I will tell them plainly,
"I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers."

Matthew 7:21-22

.: The purest thing we can offer Him, is not our works, but our love :.

Kau Ilhamku

2007-06-18T01:26:00.000-07:00

Its been a very tense few weeks, but it'll all be over this coming Wednesday. I apologize for the lack of any original content, ... here are 2 inspirational videos from Youtube.com

The Piano
(Intro'd by Chai)

Love Letter

The Truth? about Hell

2007-06-10T19:54:00.000-07:00

Interesting video by BeyondTodayTv, I highly recommend for those who frequent Youtube.com to subscribe to this account.

This video talks about how hell has been "fictionalized", and with reference to the bible, what hell really is all about. It is about half an hour, so please be patient :) It's well worth the wait.

To My Love

2007-06-02T01:36:00.001-07:00

Written, Directed, and Edited by Matt Sloan

My Darling,
My love is like an entire pot of flowers,
blooming, reaching for the sunlight,
... of your beauty.

Hey Leonard, girls like this kind of stuff ... I think :)

We Need Girlfriends Episode 8

2007-06-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

Phoo, the long awaited episode 8 - Future Henry

Next episode coming soon 1st July
I love this series ;D

Very inspiring episode, let's look forward!

Updated series here.

What would Jesus do?

2007-05-29T18:38:00.001-07:00

It's been some weeks now, that I've been avoiding some negative person(s). Is this Christian-like? I mean, all they do all day is spread negativity, it's not like I hate them, I just don't enjoy their company.

Just the other day I came online (yeah it's been a while), and in a blistering second this guy just blasts my screen with vulgarities. I don't know how to elaborate any further, I'm a gentleman. And yes, your words make me miss you too, guy.

Oh, I haven't been playing basketball for a long time. Sigh. Some group just infiltrated my precious GMC court. Not only have they brought in some attitude, and cigarettes, but they've taken away the joy of the game.

LOL... I just seem to run away instead of confronting them right. Jesus did kick some butt at the temple, but he showed meekness when the soldiers came to capture Him.

What would Jesus do? Give me some input please. ;D

P.S. Oh, Leonard and I are joining the bible quiz. It's been a long time since we did anything together. I blame Joseph.

Learn English

2007-05-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

What are you sinking about?

Scientific Journal - The Female

2007-05-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

Plagiarized this from my old blog.

Once upon a time, a in mystic land far away there lived 3 fishermen. One fateful day while they were out at sea, their nets hardly caught anything ... and they decided to call it a day. On their way back, one fisherman felt thirsty so he scooped water from the sea with one of his boots. Eww.

So while he was drinking he felt something tickle his nose. So he peered down he saw a little queer fish.

Deciding that the fish was too small, he threw it back to the sea. Suddenly a mermaid popped up in front of them and said, 'FOR SAVING MY PET FISH, I SHALL GRANT 3 WISHES'. And so it was decided in fairness that each fisherman will each have one wish.

1st guy: I wish that I was twice as smart as I am now. *poof* the guy wins the nobel prize for curing aids and cancer.

2nd guy: I wish that I was 3 times as smart as I am now. *poof* the guy manages to rid the world of hunger, and mathematically figure out how the world began.

The 3rd guy, not wanting to lose out to his friends requested that he become 10 times smarter than he was now. The mermaid asked him to reconsider, as 10 times was overwhelming and it could result in drastic changes. The fisherman was persistent, and eventually the mermaid gave in.

*poof*, the man turns into a woman.

Once in a bookstore, I saw a really thick book entitled

"everything you need to know about women".

Feeling intrigued, I went to open the book. It was BLANK. Quite appropriately so ... there are some things in life which we will never comprehend, like why isn't bigfoot called bigfeet, or why greenland is covered in ice but iceland is grassy.

We will never understand why they become possessed once a month,
or why they have the ability to possess us.

"Woman was taken out of man;
not out of his head to top him,
nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot;
but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected...
and near to his heart to be loved"

- Anonymous

Be happy

2007-05-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hard day...
Soft Nappy...
Be happy.

Lydia intro'd this to me :D Been having a lot of stress lately due to finals just round the corner. No my precious hair... don't leave me no~~!!!

There she is!!!

2007-05-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

Sigh.. one of my favorite flash videos of all time :D

This is for you love birds out there,
especially dedicated to you Leonard! Your tone-deaf princess is out there somewhere.

Part 1 here

Part 2 here

As usual,
Enjoy!

Bots Arena 3

2007-05-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

Credits go to gamegecko.com

One of my favourite games :D Requires some planning and strategy to win the game, and there are a variety of ways to about it too. Don't like the music though, gets annoying after a while.

Be sure to read the tutorial! It's not that easy to win *grins*

Bot Arena 3

Most importantly,
Have fun.

We Need Girlfriends Episode 7

2007-05-09T01:47:00.000-07:00

Episode 7 - The boyfriend

The adventure continues :D Enjoy!

Click here for the updated series.

Atheist - Christian Debate

2007-05-07T04:30:00.000-07:00

Credits go to Way of The Master Radio (Full version available here)

I hope that we'll take some time to listen to the full version, it was very entertaining and informative at the same time.

This is a debate between an ex-preacher-turned atheist and a host of a daily Christian talk show.

I found these very helpful, not only in helping to spread the gospel to others, but also in defending and strengthening of our own faith.

The video is a summarized version.

James 1:3
"Because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance"

I love free stuff

2007-05-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

Whoever said there is no free lunch... is so wrong.

First of all, God's grace is free.
Then there's p2p sharing,
and finally, we have mobiK.

Free sms, to anyone, anywhere, anytime.
No limits.

Why are you still reading this? Log in and add me already!
My number is 60168780011.

Ephesians 1:6
"to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves."

I love Malaysia

2007-05-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

They say that the grass is always greener on the other side, but I've learnt to not take things for granted and just be optimistic. Everyone has their own faults, let's look pass that and give Malaysia some credit mmkay?

So here are my top 5 of why I love Malaysia.

(1)Inefficiency of Government Servants

Yes yes I know, every once in a while we lament on how lazy they are and how that affects our routine. My mum had to bounce back and forth between the bomba and land and survey just to get simple stuff done. There's also the traffic police whom we only see when festivals are coming up. I'm sure you have your own experiences.

So why do I love Malaysia? I want to be a government servant! This could be my only shot at getting a stress-free adult life. Don't blame me... this is my attempt at salvaging what's left of my hair.

(2)Girl Power

Girl power exists in Malaysia. I can prove it with two words.

"ST. JOE"

(3)Politicians = Entertainers

This is how our dewan rakyat sessions are conducted. I feel very secured and satisfied that my future is in their hands.

(4) The Long Arm of the Law

Thank God that we have police who are willing to risk their lives to protect us against the violent denizens who were holding books (see 1min++). I mean, what were they thinking? We might get papercuts you know! Thank you Mr Policeman.

(5) Borneo post rules

I knew SMK Chung Hua was a fantastic school! Check this out
Just in case the link isn't valid anymore, it's about SMK Chung Hua winning the eighth edition of the International Music Festival in Giulianova city, Italy held on April 21-25.

Amazing.

Do you know what's even more amazing? Only Borneo Post covered the story, I simply could not find other news sites posting articles on this amazing achievement. I mean like... this is the music version of the olympics right? Where's the publicity? They beat teams from Gaudalupe, Bulgaria, Polonia, Estonia, Lettonia, China, Polynesia, Bellante, Miglianico and Conversano. LOL, I only recognise 3 countries out of the 10.

In conclusion, Borneo Post is the world's best new's provider. Kudos BP, I knew that you had it in you, despite all the copy and paste articles and the no head no tail stories.

McDonald's

2007-04-25T03:10:00.000-07:00

Ever wondered how your favourite fast-food restaurant works?
An exciting simulation game that requires strategic thinking and a lot of love for the cows.

(1) Go here then
(2) Click on PLAY THIS GAME!

Enjoy!

P.S. Does anyone know which Mcdonald's branch is the most profitable?

Democracy

2007-04-23T17:29:00.000-07:00

First of, booyah! The nuggets beat the spurs in round 1! I can't believe it, away somemore!

Back to the the topic

Democracy, (according to wikipedia) demos = people and kratos = rule. The government is chosen by the people supposedly FOR the people. Is democracy really the most suitable form of government for all nations?

Let's make our world smaller, that's what my economics lecturer used to say. American idol really represents what democracy is right? You have a bunch of "politicians" on stage presenting, and you have the "critics" to evaluate the "presidential race". Last but not least, the voters are then left to decide, ... (imagine Ryan Seacrest's voice) "Who is ... your next president?"

All of this sounds ideal, the majority of the people get what they want in the end. The minority are left hoping they won't be disappointed in the next elections.

Then you have the best thing that ever happened to american idol, they successfully voted through the worst singer into the top 7. Which illustrates the flaw for democracy.

(1) Unfortunately, votes can be fished for some incentives. What are the incentives for the worst singer to win the competition? - It's funny - Simon swore he would quit - No one would watch american idol ever again - And that would be funny.

(2) It would be unfortunate for someone like that to lead a country :D

(3) Corruption. Can't deny it. Do you know that Africa is actually a country rich with resources? More blessed than Singapore, Hong Kong and Switzerland. Malaysia could be a future Philippines or Indonesia ... Click here for more inside dirt on Malaysia. It's too disappointing for a patriotic Malaysian such as I.

I don't think its the system that's flawed. To err is human, or should I say human is to err? As they say, "garbage in garbage out". With our natural human tendencies, no system in the world would ever make our lives as efficient and as ideal as we would it to be.

Are we supposed to change societies then? Don't think too far, let's just focus on our part.

"Be the change you want to see in the world"
- Mahatma Ghandi

Male Restroom Etiquette

2007-04-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

Hilarious unwritten rules inside a male restroom, the graphics are pretty amazing and there is a download-able version here.

All credits go to Zarathustra Studios.
The video is quite long (roughly 10 minutes), so please be patient :3
Enjoy!

Euthanasia - Should we pull the plug?

2007-04-19T20:16:00.002-07:00

Defined according to the American Heritage(R) Dictionary
Euthanasia is the act or practice of ending the life of an individual suffering from a terminal illness or an incurable condition.

The case of Terri Schiavo (read case here)

In a nutshell, Terri collapsed one day due to breathing and sudden heart failure. This lead to insufficient delivery of oxygen to parts of her body, unfortunately including her brain. Subsequently she suffered from brain damage and hence remained in a vegitative state ever since then.

For 15 years, she lived off a feeding tube. Her husband took a nursing course so that he could care for her, but in the later years requested the court to disconnect the feeding tube. The reason for this is (so he claims!) is that Terri would rather pass away than remain in this state.

Opposing this are the in-laws. Terri's parents claim that Terri would hold on to life because she's a catholic. Although ironically they pushed for a divorce between Terri and the husband. Reasons for this? The husband had an extra-marital affair and had also fathered a child, and they would like to have legal guardianship over her since they believed that she could recover with enough care and therapy.

What do the doctors' think? Chances of recovery are very very slim.

The whole thing became very dramatic, politicians jumped on the bandwagon claiming to be advocates of life, people think that the husband wants Terri's inheritance, the monster-in-laws edited videos to make it look like Terri was responsive.

So class, in your honest opinion, what does Terri want?

Was Terri truly living for the past 15 years? I know she was breathing, but I asked whether she was really capable of living. She can't worship, she can't feed herself, or move around, she can't communicate. She stared at the sky so much that it blushed.

She couldn't love, nor receive love.

If it was me, I would've wanted it sooner for myself.
Thank you Terri, your brave struggle has inspired me.

Could neither laugh, nor cry...
could never find my peace;
O God, please grant me thy...
eternal, ... mercy release.

Home Sweet Home

2007-04-16T21:51:00.000-07:00

My most sincere condolences to the victims of the Virginia Tech Tragedy.

This brings me back to the paranoia that has been haunting me this past week.

I'm not much different from this mouse. I run and run as much as I can, and I end up where I started. It's like... I don't care much for how I did in my PMR, SPM, or even my last semester. But I'm so nerve-wrecked for my coming exams. Ironic isn't it? Because it won't matter when it's all over, and I'm back to square-one.

I must apologise for the darker tone of this blog entry (bear with me for a while)
But what is the point of existence?

I seriously don't know. I know the infinite God has something in store, and as a natural prankster He won't tell me just yet.

There I was lying down (I must confess I became very very paranoid and suicidal), crying to God... man I'm so tired, just take me away already. Maybe I should have enrolled into Virginia Tech? But my God, is a gracious God, this morning He made it very plain and simple for me.

Life is not like a mousewheel.

Life is more like waiting at the bus stop.

Think about it.

We're still alive, ... so live, make memories. After all, this is our final stop.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.

The journey is more important than the end or the start
- Linkin Park

Have a great day guys! God bless you all!

We Need Girlfriends

2007-04-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

Fantastic series! All credits go to StevenTsapelas.

The series revolve around 3 guys and their humorous struggles with single life, giving fresh new insight on love and friendship.

I'll be updating any new episodes as soon as I can, enjoy!

Warning: Contains vulgar language (non-excessive imo :P)

Episode 1 - We need girlfriends

Episode 2 - The blue party

Episode 3 - Myspace

Episode 4 - Rod vs. Henry

Episode 5 - First date

Episode 6 - Game night

Episode 7 - The boyfriend

Episode 8 - Future Henry

Episode 9 - The morning after

Marbles

2007-04-12T22:09:00.000-07:00

Why do humans need to know more than what we actually need to know?
Click here

One day, the youth had a philosophical session (we had plenty of those back in the day *sigh*) and Joseph brought up something interesting he just read.

It was basically about infinity, the author discusses what infinity truly is. Imagine that I had an infinite amount of marbles, and so do you.

Case study 1
I decided to give you my infinite amount of marbles, and in the end you'd have twice the infinity amount of marbles, in the end I'd have none right?

infinity - infinity = 0

Case study 2
I decided to alternately give you my marbles, for example I'll give out marble #2, #4, #6 and so on. Which means you'll get half my marbles.

infinity - 1/2 infinity = 1/2 infinity

Case study 3
I decided to give u every marble after the 5th marble, in the end I should have 5 marbles.

But we're ignoring the concept of infinity here! Infinity is everlasting, uncountable, intangible of intangibles, forever, astalavista, rawriroarawr! From a mathematics professor's point of view, I think in all 3 cases, it all results in both parties still having infinity marbles. That's a lot of marbles mind you.

So don't try to limit God in our finite wisdom and understanding, after all...

-Infinity is marbles-

To go or not to go?

2007-04-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

Laws exist for a reason. Law is like gravity, without it everything on earth falls apart. We need a system to keep ourselves and others in check.

But often in life, we're faced with decisions to make, some of which we feel inclined to bend the law a little for our own convenience. Is this ethical? Is telling a white lie really that bad? I remember in Liar Liar a conversation between Jim Carey and his son went something like this.

Dad: You see son, people have to lie a bit sometimes, like... when your mum was pregnant with you, she asked how did she look. And I said she looked gorgeous! So radiant! If I said she looked like a whale then she'll feel really sad.

Son: But dad, my teacher said that beauty comes from the inside

Dad: That's what ugly people say.

There's tons of other things that make us bend the rules, using the office photocopier, driving against the arrow to shortcut, forging the astro card to get free entertainment (they earn so much anyways), tax loopholes etc. etc.

Let's make our world smaller.

The road I use to go to Curtin has this junction, and the traffic light is time-based I guess, that's why sometimes I'd feel so stupid just sitting in the middle of nowhere... looking left and right and there's nothing for miles. To go or not to go?

Laws exist for a reason.

First post

2007-04-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

Basically this blog is NOT going to be used to showcase my daily life, I'd rather bore you all by other means. Check back if you're interested to know how I do it :P

So I'm going to start light with my first entry. Enjoy.

Today, dad showed me an article about top earners in Singapore
From top to bottom:
1) Lawyers
2) Accountants

I didn't bother about the rest because I'm bound to be an accountant

But here's the catch, working hours are 168 hours a week. Gee that doesn't sound like
much, a week has like... so many hours right?

Ever since my days at Ernst and Young, I've always wondered is this the kind of life
I want. When we're on our dying bed, I should think that work suddenly becomes our
last priority.

I just want to get wounds after a ball game, I want to pump all my heart into the F# when we're singing majesty~, I just want to make siggies that awes Abel, I just want to receive sms' that makes my heart skip a beat.

So join me, in this quest to break free of our mental comfort zone. It's time to untie our chains, time to break free. Life just goes on? I don't want it.